Whatever you want, you can have it. It all starts with a decision. You are in control. Too many people are sitting back, chilling, and waiting on God to work a miracle. Those people have decided to ignore the scripture that tells us faith without works is dead, and they wind up disappointed in God, because their expectations weren't met.
From my own experience, I'm telling you that you can have exactly what you want. You just have to know that you are in control, make the decision to have the things you desire, and then work toward those things. Taking small steps toward anything on a consistent basis will help more things along those lines to come to you.
So, what do you want? Do you believe that you are in control of what manifests in your life? Whether you believe it or not, it is true. It is one of the universal laws. You don't have to believe in gravity for it to be in existence. Once you accept this truth, you may be able to better handle manifesting what you want.